i'm holding it back... For good.

i kinda 4got that i do have a blog.. Lolz.. Haven't been here awhile.. On OJT nw.. Having working @ Audi. technicians r great good enviroment.. Kinda cool boss. Haha.. Everyday facing the audi babies.. Kinda fun 4 a change. Tough to do but its great learning curve. I like it here..

Gossip Girl have entered its 3rd season.. Man, wth is wrong with Serena?
What with all the attention?? Plus hooking up with Carter. This is making my head turn.. Dan
is nw with Georgina, this is getting really twisted.. N its only the 2nd episode. Wad's gonna happen next?? I wonder. Can't wait to find out..

Lately i've been feeling kinda lost in love.. I got to noe her @ a bbq party.. Then we caught up on facebook n now she's like my best buddy. She kinda rough, kinda tomboyish, very cheerful, likes the attention. I really like talking to her. Soft, tender n she means it.. Oooh it just fits so nicely. I love being around with her. Its just perfect.. She loves to bully me & after that she'll sayang me..
Haha. I'm starting to wonder r we a couple already or are we just friends? My previous relationships. Okay i can't even call it a relationship cos it didn't even take off. Wen i pop the question they go.. Err. I dunno. I think we better of just frens some go Okaay. N i never hear from the' eversince.. An idiot also knows, thats it.. Gone.. Aih.. With her now.. I'm afraid.. I don't want to lose her.. Nw i'm stuck here waiting to make a move thinking what to do. Man this is getting worse. The longer it goes the more i have to endure this.. I'm holding it back cause i don't wanna lose you..